Having a million sister is not a miracle. The miracle is to have a sister who will stand by you when a million are against you. I WILL GLADLY BE THAT SISTER! Send to all your beautiful sisters who mean the world to you!
I was sent this in a text from my lovely sister Maxine Easthope! I always know when a texts is from her, she sends alot of forward texts to me...minus the whole send this so many blah blah stuff - they always are such meaningful texts some of them....and such beautiful ones too...
This text suits this blog entry - it also makes me think of when I have friends supporting me when I have had some friends or well people whom I thought were friends but I misjudged in giving them such a title attacking me. Friends in my view and opinion do not make up lies and spread nasty shit about you, they dont talk badly about you behind your back, nor do they ditch you because you cant be there for them, be it because you have to work, or have to go into hopsital or something because your sick, or because you have been dignosed with somethng, or even because you are moving to another city or country! That reminds me of when Rob moved to Australia, all the people who said they wouldnt have anything to do with him because he was moving, and here was little old me - his bestest friend in the whole wide world - of all people you would think would be upset and begging him not to go - turning around and saying F Them! You go and you have fun and you have learn from the experience and if it doesnt work out you know home is always here - Robbie did just that...and one thing I have taken on from Rob in the time ive known him, people can just get F'ked if they cant accept me for who I am..I change for no one but myself (and perhaps I will tweak and fix a few things where I have gone off the tracks for Rob and a few other friends...but only because I know they care about me).
Speaking of Friends....
Friday night I went out to Westhaven Marina - dressed in my little black dress I brought last year for my Graduation from my Cert in Tourism Customer Service (TCS) the graduation that Robbie couldnt make it to due to limited money to get a flight up...but I know he was thinking of me, however having BOTH my parents there that night met alot...(even having my step mom there meant something too) - anyway this dress I wear to every fancy do, Regan's funeral last year, Bex's exhibition on the Wave's of Grief (her journey through Reg's death) and Stacey's farwell to Australia (before she moved back again lol) and well the list goes on...you see..
However I have learnt I need to buy me a new dress - as due to my drastic weight loss, it is now not has hot and sexy as it use to be, my boobs done spew out of it, due to shrinkage!! OMG!! And the whole thing just falls off me!! I use to struggle getting the zip up on this dress! Now its falling off me with the zip up!! So feeling semi ugly in this dress now (not to mention the fact that the dog had a good old munch on it one day when she pulled it off the washing line and I saw her asleep in the back yard with it...all snuggled up nicely...lol)
Anyway - the boat cruise was fab! Girls night out, and I can say not only do Samoans know how to party, they are loving and caring, the whole night they were asking me if I was ok, if i wanted something to drink or eat..I said no - partly because I wasnt feeling very well and kept thinking how I wanted to go to the hospital and wanted to ask Max is she would take me there on the way home....but I didnt want to ruin her party, she kept telling me to socialise, and there was the odd time where she would shove her drink in my hand to make it look like I was drinking lol...But it was great - half my old work was there, some of them I havent seen since July last year when I last worked there before I went on sick leave, some since my 21st party, and some since I last went into the hotel to see Max before she left....I had a few ask me how i was and where I was working now - I pointed out to the other side of the harbour going TAKAPUNA!!! GPK BABY!!! I had a few ask me to come back to which I replied that I tried but I couldnt go back (and plus going back now wouldnt be the same with out Max there...somethings just arent the same you know...sure if Max was still there I would be gagging to go back and as much as I miss them all minus two people - its just not the same).
I was so guttered I forgot all about taking Max's present and I had it all engraved and all!! I was sooo looking forward to giving it to her and seeing her face - instead I had to say Im an idiot! I forgot it! I gave it to her sister when they dropped me off home...soooo hopefully Max got it...haha I felt sooo stink man! I worked sooo hard trying to get the correct spelling and all of Happy 30th Birthday in Samoan to engrave on the back - and the girl who did it - it was her first time engraving shell.
Sooooo many photos!! I took I think about 40 - Tasi took probably near to 300...and there were more people taking photos...though I look shit in most of the ones I can see me in from Tasi...probably why I ended up in hospital the next day...
Which brings me to conclude with that yes I was in Hospital...4.5 hours...talk about taking ages to do everything...the last time I was in hospital for my miscarraige it took them an hour! And I was out...It was funny though when I went in and they were going through my details and my emergancy contacts....and they were like Robert....your partner...Im like yea does it really matter?? Everythings is important there you know and yea get on with it...stop fluff arsing around! I got put into a room that had no bed in it, they had to bring one in, and it was still dirty from the last patient, stains on the floor from the last use and all...it was grosse! And the clearners had gone home in the morning! How stupid is that!?? This is a hospital you would think they would have them on hand all the time!
Bloods, urine, xrays later - they all came back clear and discharged me into my GP's care...saying it was probably muscular...grrrrr...! The whole time I was walking up to ED my mind is going through so much, first it was thinking wow last time I came here it was for my miscarraige, and then it flicked into anxiety attack mode of OMG what if I have to have surgery I have never had surgery before (I was lucky as a child being borderline with my Kidneys that I didnt need a transplant or anything and outgrew my reflux and only had to have scans and xrays done for 10 yrs) I was also texting Cameron going I have a fear of Hospitals and Sick People hospitals are full of sick people you know that dont you...and he was like yes I know you do but this is important....so Big hugs and thank you though to my friend Cameron Burton who is in Med School (and was in my 7th Form Biology class -- as embarrasing as it was for my high school crush to ask me personal questions relating to cycles and pregnacy and stuff lol he did a great job for an hour talking to me before concluding that he wanted me to get checked out at the hospital incase it was my appendix) - a big one finger salute to the reception lady at Middlemore Hospital...coz your a bitch who treated me like a dumb shit and told me to go to a GP...and a big thank you to my doctor at the hospital who worked over time just for me...before handing me over to be discharged by another consultant when she went home....(she's a regular at my work well out head office branch but yea...lol) And a big thank you to my friends who texted me and checked how I was while in hospital - especially Justin who rang all worried...lol...I swear if you had visible hair still you'd be grey by now!! (Though GPK isnt the same with out you, its ok coz we have Latin Larder to hang out at now!) A big thank you to my boss your fantastic and thanks for making work go smoothly yesturday morning...sorry I couldnt make it for my shift on Saturday (guttered there goes one of my sick days for this year! Lol)
Bronnie still has her Appendix - but does have some bruising now from being poked and proded by doctors - but is going to the doctors tomorrow for further more investigation into the mystery pain...one interesting thing though is I discovered my biocarbonate levels are high and my potassium levels too! Alone with my Beliruben still being isolated...
And for my sister Maxine!!! Happy 30th!! I hope you enjoy your dirty 30's lol and thank you for a great night...Im so greatful to have you in my life, and all the things you have done for me since I met you at Jet Park Hotel....you have gotten me through some of the hard times....and i know I can stress you out sometimes...your a great friend and an awesome mum to your two babies.Im so glad I could be there to Celebrate your 30th just like you were there for my 21st....MWAH!!!
