Happy Mail!!

Awww I got presents today - and its not even my birthday (it is Robbie's though) and it kinda cheered me up given the day I had..

First day back at Uni after mid semester break and I went with mum to work and walked over to the train - I had Big J texting me with stuff that soooo didnt sound like him...meeting up for coffee?? WTF?? Thats so not him at all, not when he has a cafe to run...But I heard the bells ringing for the railway and I had to run my tubby wittle legs across the tracks and down the plateform to get to the train (soon discovered it would have been no biggy missing it I ended up being an hour early!)

Anyway, I hadnt been on the train for long when it got so crowd we were just all jammed in like sardines - and I dont understand this about Maxx - i mean they know its peak time and that school has just gone back and its going to be fulled up with school students, why on earth they are putting two carraige trains out at 8.30am and what not...to have us all jammed in and having to tell people they have to wait for the next train - for some its a half hour wait for the next train given their are two tracks going from Westfield...

It wasnt not long after we went past Middlemore hospital that I started to really feel a dizzy spell kicking in and the need to throw up...i sucked it in and tried to ignore that I was jammed in, and that the air con wasnt working...and looking out the window I saw we were just going so super slow (I later learnt because they were over their maximum compacity level that was why they had to go at a reduced speed) - I soon slide down and sat on the ground and I had a lovely lady who was with her children in this little alcove thingy I was in and had her kids in to keep them together and not get lost...who was comforting me and made a guy get up off a seat and made me sit down - after that I had a train guard pull my hand and pull me outside at Westfield - this lady who was looking after me said she would look after my bag..bless her. I was taken up to the front of the train to where the driver cock pit thingy is and stayed there with the door open and the lovely morning breeze coming in - I had already stripped down in the train to my singlet as I was so hot... I went back out into the actual carraige when we got to New Market and the amount of people had dropped down drastically...

My Wifey from my old work called me an egg because I said I needed to fart but had a child at eye level to where it wouldnt be pleasant....haha thats so Maori whorey of you Nay!

My whole mind was thinking during all this - I need to get to Uni..I need to get to Uni...(reminds me of a few months ago at work collapsing on my bosses and thinking need to get new menus in menu folders....need to serve customers not that there is anyone in...) - of course once i got to uni and after spending I think and hour or two on my butt through the most boring introduction I had the need to collapse again after getting up and going on a tour of our restaurants at uni..

Hmmm yes Ive come to see that this really needs to be seen to by my doctor before i end up in ED again...and I would like to stay out of hospital this year please...(unless Im with Robbie doing deliveries - but I wish not to go back to hospital for a while.)

I felt a bit cheated that a guy collapsed on the train coming home and was taken away by Ambulance, I wonder if I had just collapsed all together on the train this morning if I had gotten a ride in one of those?? But then I take it for granted I didnt, because whoa cant afford the fees with no St John's membership anymore..!

I came home to some mail....some auctions i won on Trade Me, and a card from the lovely Merlene and a parcel from her too....this was no ATC swap of hers Im waiting on...which I wont get till next month...this was Happy Mail...mail to make Bronnie smile and think OMG...some people do love me...and so I put my new goodies away in my scrapbooking room - well I will do soon...I need to take all my stuff back out their again...ok you know what i really wished I had a ranch slider off my room it would be so much easier being able to get to the garage! And with that ranch slider I want a little deck - because I know Abby would be sleeping on it...haha no that dog doesnt use her kennel she has to pull her bedding out and sleep outside my window where she has full view of me...

THANKS MERLENE!! You and Michelle are my Scrapping Angels..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBERTO!!

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING ROBERTO!!!

Tanti auguri a te
Tanti auguri a te

Tanti auguri Roberto

Tanti auguri a teeeeeeeee!

or is it

Buon compleanno Roberto

SHUT UP ABOUT MY ITALIAN BOY!!!

Im so greatful to have you in my life, and for that I am thankful to your parents partly for bringing you into the world....you are my love, my soul mate, my bestest friend, my partner in crime, my accomplice of mischief, your my hero and my body guard....your my frown fixer....my giggle gas...lol.....and my teacher and inspiration...my travel buddy.

Without you, I dont know what i would be or know what i would be doing, but I know because of the support and advice and help you have given me over the past 5 years has brought me to where I am today.

The memories we share, the good that out rule the bad...are so so so SO tender to me, and dear. We have just so many that everytime I think of them I cant help but not smile and laugh at some of the things we have done together. Setting off fire alarms, five finger discounting rings from a $2 trifty store to show our wild love for each other, road trips, ice cream at Movenpick, cooking dinner, watching fire works and sunsets and sunrises, movies and getting stuck in loos and slides....spitting gum into Hippo River (whats wrong with a bit of Extra gum for the Hippos???) - a bit of booze, a bit of chocolate, a cut here, a punch there...a bit of infectious mono....sharing is caring..

You broke my heart, so I could let you keep a part of it with yours.

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I hope you have a wonderful day - Champange, Tux and White Gloves and all....if you see me at all on the streets around Uni - beep out hang your head out the window - wait no you can hand half your body out those things!! Sorry that our little three hours break between class is cut down to half and hour break till May!! But but there are some days where I could probably fit you in before class!! :o)

I will see you soon - and here's to this soon to be fith year but what seems like a life time of our wonderful friendship and tight as CK boxer brief undies bond we share...

We shall find a day to celebrate all that is and all that was and all that is yet to be....

To My Bestest Friend Jade

I know your hurting, and I know things are a bit rough and your not feeling well - but it will all be over you will see, you have been there for me resently in my times of sorrow and I wouldnt give you up for the world. Your my second bestest friend equal to Robbie...your my gal pal I go to to talk about all the deep DEEP stuff I cant talk to anyone about - not even to Rob let alone my other mom.

We have had some great times together, and they are moments I will treasure forever, in the terms of that we live far away and we cant afford fully to see each other when ever we want to. We have had some great laughs - bwahaha and we share moments of madness and there are just some things that only we understand - like you going out on the street looking looking like your a Christian thou...

I aint bovvered by the problems that trouble you, but what I am bovvered about is that you feel you have to keep them from me and push me away, when i know you need me...and I need you...it kills me, and I bleed myself trying to be there for you and to help you out when and where I can...and please know that as soon as Im done with this semester at Uni Im gapping it out of this city and coming down to see you and my gorgous nephew that you have done such a great job of raising into a awesome little boy...and you will do the same with his baby brother..

When your feeling down - and on YouTube and you will find my channel - its under friends or subscriptions something like that and look at the videos of when we were together - and sometimes i even leave little videos just for you or you could always search for Catherine Tate but its more fun when we are together...and I promise that when I come down next, we will go to the video store and hire out a whole pile of seasons and just bum out watching them all day...

In the mean time - you can pull out Singstar ABBA and sing to this song...as its my new song that I play when I think of you...my best friend... :o)

Love you heaps!!

Chiquitita - ABBA

Chiquitita, tell me whats wrong

Youre enchained by your own sorrow

In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow

How I hate to see you like this

There is no way you can deny it

I can see that youre oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, tell me the truth

Im a shoulder you can cry on

Your best friend, Im the one you must rely on

You were always sure of yourself

Now I see youve broken a feather

I hope we can patch it up together

Chiquitita, you and I know

How the heartaches come and they go and the scars theyre leaving

Youll be dancing once again and the pain will end

You will have no time for grieving

Chiquitita, you and I cry

But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you

Let me hear you sing once more like you did before

Sing a new song, chiquitita

Try once more like you did before

Sing a new song, chiquitita

So the walls came tumbling down

And your loves a blown out candle

All is gone and it seems too hard to handle

Chiquitita, tell me the truth

There is no way you can deny it

I see that youre oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, you and I know

How the heartaches come and they go and the scars theyre leaving

Youll be dancing once again and the pain will end

You will have no time for grieving

Chiquitita, you and I cry

But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you

Let me hear you sing once more like you did before

Sing a new song, chiquitita

Try once more like you did before

Sing a new song, chiquitita

Try once more like you did before

Sing a new song, chiquitita

How many more?

What will it take for people to learn how to drive properly? I mean ok I admit Im not the worlds greatest driver, and Ive had my share of speeding fines and crashes....some which werent my fault....and from each one I have learnt lessons - for example my last speeding fine or was it my second to last?? For me to control the speed I do in my car and its very hard to control yourself when you do have a "racing" car to keep the speed low in it - but for me it took being pulled over by an under cover cop and getting a fine, though I was let off with some of my offences I did walk away (drive actaully) knowing I had to be more careful, and I am now more wary of who is on the road....especially unmarked Holdens and Vans parked on the side of the road (that one came about having got a camera fine).

And while Im on the admiting truthfully about my driving, I will say I have gotten road rage in some places, such as when people try to cut me off and push me into on coming traffic and chasing me down the motorway at a 120km, or when people dont move when the light is green or give way at the round about and drive in front of you when your coming through....or who risk their lives at intersections...or those who like to stop and stare at crashes on the opposite side of the road holding up traffic or even more causing another crash - serious take the image in and learn from it and carry on and focus on where your going...Or when people run through red lights particularly at night when their is no traffic on the roads...

I ask myself why are we in such a big hurry to get to places? Why do we risk our lives and those around us because of poor judgement? What does it take for people to learn? Does not losing someone to an accident involving drugs and alcohol teach them a lesson not to drive drunk? Does becoming paralyzed after surviving a crash in speed crash not teach them that boy racing and speeding is not the answer?? Does losing their licence not tell them hey come on dont get behind the wheel...?? Does falling asleep at the wheel tell you that you shouldnt be there but in bed??

Everyday I come online or I turn the radio or TV on and hear about fatal car crashes and every weekend now they are getting worse and more frequent. I fear everytime I hear of crashes near where people I know well and love dearly live, even worse when I dont hear from these people much...

The road toll in NZ this year is higher than it was last year and we arent even half way through the year yet - 125 was what I read last night that is was at and this weekends toll was at 6 and the weekend hasnt even ended yet...

It seems that with all the TV ads on and ads on the radio just isnt getting the message through....what else is there to do to educate people given the amount of cars increasing on roads these days??

I know for one that there is one Ad that I think of all the time when Im driving and it is this ad here - this is only one take of the Ad, there is another where its a near miss and a cop goes after a car...but I ALWAYS think of this guy standing there when someone pulls out in front of me from an intersection - and I always take my time when coming out of places, even if it means that someone gets impatient and toots their horn at me or over takes me and pushes in where they shouldnt to get through...or I have people in the car going GO BRONWYN HURRY UP AND GO YOU COULD HAVE GONE THEN!!!

My mesage is - people please drive carefully!! And if in doubt dont get behind the wheel.....there are other ways to get from A to B with out risking the lives of others and yourself! Even if it means having to pay someone to take you or not going at all...

Whoa Whoa Dizzy!!

Im soooo tired!! Im not sleeping to well - Im wide awake till the early hours of the morning and once I do get to sleep Im not waking up till after midday..

But I managed a semi early night last night - 2am I think it was by the time I had read myself to sleep...but I tell you I was wide awake when my phone rang...mmmm yes thanks to my bestest friend in the whole wide world - the only one who gets away with waking me up...haha..went back to sleep I think for an hour..I cant remember..god knows...! Then it was up and out and dressed ready and waiting for an exciting day out...



Yea man I had a so much fun today... so much fun I found slight amusement at how rude and disgusting this caterpillar was at Botany Downs Shopping Mall...hahaha...you climb in its mouth and then come out its well you know where...its backside...ewww hahaha and sadly Adults werent allowed...(Given the chance Im sure we would have thrown a tantrum to go in it - however we were pretty busy..)



I went to my best mate's work today - sadly I dont think Yaz was at work today....get well soon Yazzie!!



My bestie saw today where I use to gap it too during study break in high school to have smokes with the girls...well to one of the places we use to go to...

Im feeling just a bit sick right now - too much take aways *Gundu*

Lol!

For my Darling Roberto..lol

A nonsmoker is forced to find food, but for a smoker breakfast can be a
cigarette and a cup of bad coffee. ~Brock Fiant

That pretty much somes you up in a quote now doesnt it?? Yes I know you to well my love!! I think we should start giving each other a quote a day now..Im kinda liking this....just need to get credit on my phones again...

Chocolate Rush

*bounces off the wall from eating to much chocolate* - Thanks Yaz!!! You sure know how to fix the PMS...same time next month?? hahaha

Watch this spot as I will be uploading photos...

Yaz finally made it over so we could give the handing over of our easter eggs - Im loving this little gift giving tradition we have started and well done Yaz you remember tradition of the Huntly text the other day!!

So yea my best mate Yaz was meant to come over on Easter Monday only she didnt make it due to leaving Tauranga late and then she was sick the next day and the following day I cant remember then after that she gapped it down to Hamilton for the V8s...(this is what you face when your best mate is a big motorhead and does alot of photography for em all and pit stopping and stuff...) But yes so Yaz came back from the V8s and came over with her day and her big flash cam...OoOo yes in deed...

And she and her dad were snapping away taking photos of the cats and of both me and Yaz together with our eggs and just general photos...(this is us catching up on the fact I always avoided taking photos of her in high school and she just was random in them all...kinda mean - I know Im really sorry for that...but it was a bad influence that school I was only there - well not for the guys coz their were none!! But for just the education and an excuse to smoke down on the feild at the Long Jump Sand pit...haha with the now Baby Mamma Girls (formerly of JCC Gang))

SO yes - poor Bullseye got sick of all the photos and he managed to get outside and returned some hours later with another live mouse that he brought inside and I was trying to catch it or at least get him to catch it and take it outside - then the bloody thing went up my trouser leg and I squealed and shook my leg and it came out and I accidently stood on - Im trying to save the thing and get it out alive from the cat but I dont think that worked I think I killed the poor thing - death by foot I tell you!! Bull then got hold on t he mouse after mummy so kindly stunned the poor thing and he ran off to the lounge with it and its bleeding and mum is screaming get outside with it now!! I come with a jug and get the thing and put it outside which he then grabs....I managed to seperate the two leaving the now dead mouse outside and putting the cat back outside...

The Lesson - When the cat gets cranky at 10pm you know its hunting time and in your big to keep a domesticate animal inside, he will still want to follow his instincts to hunt...

Anyway photos to come once Yaz has uploaded them and edited to them a bit...but we got some great shots of the Dog and Cats and the two of us (and her dad lol)