I had a nightmare about 5am that I woke up from - its the second this week...Ive had nightmare of my bestest friend in the whole world dying...first one was an odd one..lol he was there and next moment just vanished into nothing in front of me....this one this one was real! I was in my home, he was there....then he wasnt...and I spent alot of time trying to cope in this dream....not wanting to accept it...I had alot of angry towards the person who killed him (he was killed) and I had thoughts going through my head of do I contact his mum then I thought no no no cant do that he doesnt like me doing that....he will be angry never mind he is meant to be dead in this dream...it was just so real and intense I started crying which then woke me up...I couldnt breath and I had an anxiety attack...I then texted my bestest friend told him what happened...
The whole aniexty attack was over the fact that if I lost my bestest friend whom I hadnt seen since May last year - that would have been my last moment with him...the last time with him..I wouldnt have anything...I needed to see him...to help me with the whole dream and make myself feel better I couldnt go to this interview like this...
I was happy once i heard from him - I know your fine my darling..but you know me - 5yrs now and Im always going to be thinking of you worrying about you and stuff...
So anyway, i got up and dressed and printed stuff off maps and what not for my interview double checked train timetable for some reason I slept with that and kept checking the time on the timetable of the train and the time it was as to how much longer I could sleep for haha..I always do that..! I sat on the packed train..I wish they had one purely for the high school students they are so annoying...surely we werent like that at Papakura High on the train?? Or were we?? Lol
After I got off and made to the road after looking where I was going - that tempory ramp to the New Market train station is scary!! I waited for the bus...the bus went past and then another...I was texting Robbie..hehehe and hoping he would say wanna ride...and he did...I was hoping he would because I had already missed the bus I should have gotten on..so it was off I walked through New Market in heels with a sore foot - evil hells up to BP and there was Robbie...this gals frown turnt upside down at the site of her bestest friend in the whole wide world...I actaully felt my smile...it hurt lol! Hot Chocolate sorry Fiskateers it was in a takeaway cup no pic!!) and a Latte in hand..we were off to the Domain for my interview...so much laughs and my god I now remember where I learnt alot of my driving from!
You know Rob it wasnt until I got to Uni and found I had printed out a map showing right where to go and how to get there lol! But who needs maps we found our way....with out a flash GPS like Yaz and with out a map book!! It was just a process of jiggling the brain around with memories...and memories they were!! Chasing ducks, photos, climbing trees...lovers walk...being beaten up...lol...Sunday Day Dates...I really need to finish that scrapbook page I started of us in the domain!
My interview went well - its a waiting game now...I realllly do hope I am offered a part with this company...its so lush and it will be a foot in the door for what I want to do and I will be able to do something other than waitressing!
I walked through down to Grafton Road and found a bus to go to Uni...spent an hour and half in the library working some more on my assignment...I have to get this finished and written up its due in two weeks! EKK!! Time is going to fast already! I spent the next four hours in lecturers....the last one was boring as...I hate that one..I had a row of students behiind me chewing gum and kicking the chairs and banging on their desks and talking and I kept giving them looks to them saying SORRY!!
We got out of class early and I was able to do a pretty quick jump and leap and drag myself into the Bread Box Van just as the lights went green pulling the door closed as the van started move - yes I am that needy and desprate when it comes to Italians I just jump in their car in the middle of the traffic in the CBD!!!...It was all very i dont know action movie like...the old Bonnie and Clyde - Bonita and Chad - together agian like old times...so yes i spent the next hour or so with my bestest friend...
I had fun....just being with my bestest friend...oh you sure know how to put a smile on my face.. :o) I love you! hehe..
I will say this knowing full well your van is the only one like that, and being in it I will still looking for it on the streets lol - force of habit...
Thank you for making my day special and happy after the sad start to it!! Your the bestest and greatest ever!! Bestest Friends - you have to old on super duper tight to them they are very hard to let go of just as hard as it is to find them!!
Heres your sexy and cheesey photo my darling hehehe...! Until next time..!
And just incase you want to know - sadly I wont be using Rob's work to send my parcels to America - I can send 6-10 parcels with NZPost for the amount it would cost me for just one with Rob's work...now I see why big business' use em....!