GRRRRRRRR

GRRRRRRRRRR some people just really piss me off!!!!

And some people just will never change, and fail to see the changes in you that you have made....why is it when you spend months working on correcting the mistakes you have made in your life, fixing the things that fell apart after something that happened to make them change...and distroy your original plans...

Why is it is that when you start to deal with things and processing them and working through them and moving on from past things.... those things come back to you...when you sit there saying Ok so they obviously dont care and have moved on and stuff...then the pop up out of the blue.....

Today was meant to be spent working on my reports for my assignments and stuff....only that didnt happen....

I HATE DEPRESSION....I really do....and for the past week ive been feeling rather low...even though my doctor said my mood seems to be better...though I swear and say that the reason i went into my appointment last week was because it was the last day of Uni for two weeks.

Why is it that everything i think its a good idea and will help me has the opposite effect???

I give up....