Crop Night and Need some input please..

So I went to my first crop night in a while - I havent been since June...so in over a month. I sat down - no wait it was while I was driving to there I felt it that I felt like I just wasnt interested...I was texting my best friend Shane we was at XLan or FDLan - one of the cyber game thingies he's in...I dont know which one because I cant be bothered checking the websites....I just know there was one on because I asked him some time ago when it was and if it would mean he would miss my birthday again..

Anyway...

As I was saying I felt like I just didnt want to go - I should have just run and cancelled and let someone else have my place but I went...I didnt take half my stuff with me thats how not into it I was the other night - I mean my scrapbooks are packed in the suitcase because Im taking them down to Christchurch so Anne can look at them and the photos only do so much justice to the pages in reality. But I only took my tool tote and carry bag with some other things in not my stash of paper or cardstock - so I spent $10 on paper and cardstock and Ive started one single page and two double page layouts....One is half finished...the other are 1/3 finished.....mind you one of those double page layouts is actaully two single page challenges (they are old challenges I couldnt be bothered doing at the time) combined together...Im using photos from the same day so kill two birds with one stone - one challenge called for a song to be used as the title and the song lyrics for the journalling....and the other was a movie for the title and well i just cant think!! I have so many songs ive said ok going to use that then change then I use different movies and then change....

Soooo if anyone is reading this I know a few of my friends do - I'll post you some photos of me and 'Berto at the Auckland Domain that im using for the layout (they were taken in 2006)...and you give me some ideas....I dont want the page to "love" focus - because though he's my bestest friend in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD - he is also my estranged partner of four years...haha...(and the father to my Angel baby if you wan to throw that in too...) - so I dont like making the pages with photos of us to love focused I like it love friendship kinda....but this day these photos were taken we were friends at the time i took them but upon going home we were giving a relationship a shot again...lol.

Im just not feeling my scrapping at the mo - Ive had this before when I was at the hotel I didnt do much scrapbooking till after I went on sick leave....and even when I was at the cafe I didnt do much scrapbooking - I guess Hospotality takes over and Tech too....sometimes.

Looking forward to your inspiration for this page...